缅北强奸

On November 16, 2019 a crowd gathered in Tawes Theater for an experience that will never again be recreated鈥攁n hour and a half later there wasn鈥檛 a dry eye in the house. I and You, by Lauren Gunderson, a senior directing thesis from Hannah Sauer was a captivating, intelligent and thoughtful production about how we connect to others and the legacy we leave behind.

 

鈥淭he show has this ending that in a way is tragic, but something beautiful comes from it, which mirrors real life: you can鈥檛 have the good days without the bad days. I want people to learn that it's okay to focus on the good things and to celebrate what you have. I want people to leave the theater recognizing that good things are happening and it's okay to be happy about them. I want people to recognize how special all their own lives are. I think that's something we forget. I want people to take from the show a sense of hopefulness and a celebration of life. I want the show to be a celebration. I鈥檓 happy that we get to end the semester with a celebration.鈥� 

I and You features high-schoolers Caroline, who has been homebound due to an illness, and Anthony, who barges into Caroline鈥檚 bedroom with an urgent English project regarding Walt Whitman鈥檚 Leaves of Grass. 

Hannah鈥檚 journey to closing night of her SCE was a long one, which began her freshman year in Acting I with Lecturer of Drama, Polly Sommerfeld. 

鈥淚 took an introductory acting class to fill my fine arts requirement and I loved it. As I realized I didn鈥檛 want to study political science I realized I might want to study theatre. Polly is the reason I looked into studying theatre in the first place; to have Polly in class giving me compliments on my work was crazy because I didn鈥檛 think I鈥檇 be good at it. She encouraged me to audition for Drama Draft and funnily enough I got cast! Now I鈥檓 getting my degree in theatre, and Polly is the reason I鈥檓 here.鈥�

The relationships Hannah made throughout her time at 缅北强奸 have been monumental in creating a support system that Hannah credits to changing her life. 

鈥淚 was very quiet and kept to myself when I arrived at WC. I didn鈥檛 want anyone to see me or notice me; I wanted to blend into the background. It鈥檚 very easy to try new things here and I tried to take advantage of that. I leaned into new experiences and I had people backing me up telling me even though I might not have experience in this field, I鈥檓 doing a good job. That helped a lot in my confidence; I鈥檝e learned to have confidence in my work and what I鈥檓 doing. I鈥檝e really seen that in my thesis process and that鈥檚 exciting. I鈥檓 more okay with being seen. It may seem small, but it鈥檚 the biggest difference in how I act and how I feel.鈥� 

Hannah believes each of the theatre professors push her to learn the most about herself through the trust and freedom they offer students working on productions. 

鈥淲e get so much power and agency to decide what were doing when we work on a show and when we choose our thesis, it helps prepare us to figure out what we want to do with our lives post-graduation. The department allows students to be hands on every step of the way. It makes it so much more fulfilling when it鈥檚 done. We are so lucky to have that opportunity.鈥� 

鈥淭he professors want to see us succeed, they鈥檙e like, 鈥榞o do it!鈥� and they support you on that, whatever it is, but they also give us room to learn on our own. How much they trust us鈥攊t's mutual. We trust them to tell us if we aren鈥檛 doing well. I know I can go to them at any time; their doors are always open. They鈥檝e helped me learn to trust myself and my ability to do things. Where I was freshman year versus where I am now, they鈥檙e all a part of that.鈥�

Hannah began preparing to direct I and You her junior year, but only after long conversations with each of her theatre professors. Theatre majors propose the play they want to produce and the discipline they want to showcase for their SCE fall semester of their junior year. 

鈥淲hen we were proposing our shows the professors said to all the rising seniors 鈥榶ou pick our whole season,鈥� and that doesn鈥檛 happen at other schools. The professors don鈥檛 want you to limit yourself, they鈥檒l limit you when they need to 鈥� purely on the logistics of being a small department 鈥� but they don鈥檛 want you to limit you. It's a very adult conversation which is really cool. They say, 鈥榩rove to us why you should do this,鈥� and then you do.鈥�

While Hannah believes she would not be where she is today without the support of others, it is easy to see the talent and hardwork bubbling out of Hannah and into everything she does.  Hannah has performed in student and faculty productions adding skills such as: performing multiple defined characters in the same show, performing as the opposite gender, and pantomiming to her repertoire. 

鈥淏eing on stage, as someone who wasn鈥檛 used to being noticed, was a crazy feeling. I would get really nervous and I鈥檇 start laughing from nerves, I鈥檇 get cotton mouth and I couldn鈥檛 speak (which still sometimes happens),鈥� she explains.  鈥�These Shining Lives was the show where it really switched. I started the show with a monologue in a theater filled with people, and that was when it clicked: I want to do this for a reason, someone gave me this role for a reason, I should have confidence in myself and do it. That feeling of being content with what I'm doing has changed my whole outlook.鈥� 

Hannah played Catherine in These Shining Lives by Melanie Marnich 鈥揳 directing SCE by Rachel Treglia鈥� where she performed as the lead, despite being ill with strep throat for both performances.

鈥淚鈥檓 fortunate enough to reach a place where I鈥檓 comfortable as an actor, where I鈥檓 comfortable with my ability to dig into character work, but I鈥檓 also comfortable receiving notes from my directors. I鈥檝e had the opportunity to work with some very good directors and learn from them and gain confidence in my acting abilities through them.鈥� 

Because Hannah made a name for herself as an actress in the theatre department, during her SCE proposal junior year she had to defend why she wanted to direct rather than act.

鈥淚 took Directing I with Prof. Dale Daigle and I really liked it; I wanted to use the knowledge I鈥檝e accumulated throughout the department and convey it to others and use it to tell a story. I could have challenged myself as an actor, but I wanted to challenge myself in that way. I鈥檝e held leadership positions before, but this one felt more daunting: taking on a whole show, being in charge of a group of people, and being confident in my work鈥攖hat affected everyone else鈥檚 work. As a director you have to have a vision, and everyone鈥檚 work has to work toward that vision. I love directing, I鈥檓 really lucky. This has been the turning point for me in proving to myself that I can do things, and do them well.鈥� 

As the lights came up and the actors bowed, The Lumineers鈥� 鈥淗o Hey鈥� played throughout Tawes Theater and I and You, a senior directing thesis by Hannah Sauer, received a standing ovation.